Why Must you Leave? by lovetoberandom2, literature
Literature
Why Must you Leave?
Why did you have to leave?
I saw no reason,
you didn't give one either.
I'm lost and confused.
You have the worst timing.
I was counting on you,
during all that was happening.
but you just had to add to the down spiral plummet, I'm in.
I sit here crying,
fighting with myself,
trying to prevent myself from doing something stupid.
All because i finally realized that you lied to me...
You said this wouldn't change a thing.
But you were wrong,
you were way wrong.
You might not realize it, but i'm slipping,
losing my strength,
lose my will to live,
I'm beginning to falter.
All because i chose to believe the lies that fell from y
Best and Worst Performance by lovetoberandom2, literature
Literature
Best and Worst Performance
Heart racing,
music blasting.
Curtains open,
lights blinding.
I spring into action.
Twirling and leaping.
A perfect performance so far.
I am here for you.
I push myself.
My best solo happens right in front of you
but you don't seem to notice.
I fell.
You don't comfort me.
I did this for you,
I am here for you.
The show ends.
I go to see you,
desperately wanting to know what you think.
But you don't say a word.
you don't know how much you
silence
says...
I await your approval,
your 'good job'
but it never comes.
I
was
there
for
you
What have I done?
Did I really deserve this?
This isn't fun.
I feel so deserted.
To long the hot red
has been on the cold white.
I can't tell the difference between day and night.
For to long my eyes have been sore,
and my face all puffy.
All from my never ending tears,
because you constantly make me realize my biggest fears.
For to long my screams have gone with out sound
to long I have heard my heart pound.
To often you take my music and my phone,
to often you take away a part of my soul.
To long I have been falling apart.
Being destroyed seam by seam,
day by day
As I sit here trying to figure out what I do wrong,
I begin
I miss you
All the good times
Youve lived a good life
Everyone will cry because youre gone
But I will cry because there will be no more fun times
Or laughs
I will remember the good times
Your gone so what would you want us to remember?
The good times
Or the fact that, youre not with us anymore?
I no that we will meet again
It just might be awhile.
Why Must you Leave? by lovetoberandom2, literature
Literature
Why Must you Leave?
Why did you have to leave?
I saw no reason,
you didn't give one either.
I'm lost and confused.
You have the worst timing.
I was counting on you,
during all that was happening.
but you just had to add to the down spiral plummet, I'm in.
I sit here crying,
fighting with myself,
trying to prevent myself from doing something stupid.
All because i finally realized that you lied to me...
You said this wouldn't change a thing.
But you were wrong,
you were way wrong.
You might not realize it, but i'm slipping,
losing my strength,
lose my will to live,
I'm beginning to falter.
All because i chose to believe the lies that fell from y
Best and Worst Performance by lovetoberandom2, literature
Literature
Best and Worst Performance
Heart racing,
music blasting.
Curtains open,
lights blinding.
I spring into action.
Twirling and leaping.
A perfect performance so far.
I am here for you.
I push myself.
My best solo happens right in front of you
but you don't seem to notice.
I fell.
You don't comfort me.
I did this for you,
I am here for you.
The show ends.
I go to see you,
desperately wanting to know what you think.
But you don't say a word.
you don't know how much you
silence
says...
I await your approval,
your 'good job'
but it never comes.
I
was
there
for
you
What have I done?
Did I really deserve this?
This isn't fun.
I feel so deserted.
To long the hot red
has been on the cold white.
I can't tell the difference between day and night.
For to long my eyes have been sore,
and my face all puffy.
All from my never ending tears,
because you constantly make me realize my biggest fears.
For to long my screams have gone with out sound
to long I have heard my heart pound.
To often you take my music and my phone,
to often you take away a part of my soul.
To long I have been falling apart.
Being destroyed seam by seam,
day by day
As I sit here trying to figure out what I do wrong,
I begin
My ballet teacher knows how much I want to get on point so in the letter she gave every one at the end of the year to wrote this to me
I have really enjoyed having you in my class each week. Keep your focus and have determination and your dreams will come true, no matter what others tell you. Pay close attention because the important things are in the details. Have fun, Smile big!
<3
Miss Sarah
I have to say she is awesome I love her to death she gets our problems and talks to us during class when we have free stretch time.
I miss you
All the good times
Youve lived a good life
Everyone will cry because youre gone
But I will cry because there will be no more fun times
Or laughs
I will remember the good times
Your gone so what would you want us to remember?
The good times
Or the fact that, youre not with us anymore?
I no that we will meet again
It just might be awhile.
I'm me hate me or love me i don't care which. if your my friend i will do anything for you that's reasonable, if i hate you than you don't exist to me
Current Residence: i... don't.... no.....help??...please?? Favourite genre of music: any Favourite photographer: My sis and friends Favourite style of art: a good style MP3 player of choice: mine Wallpaper of choice: my friends Skin of choice: mine Favourite cartoon character: sasuke Personal Quote: i'm not weird you just think i am i am the normal one and your the one who is weird:)
so i am the new drum major at my school! but my school has 2 high schools and with all of the cuts that are happening they are combining the bands of the to schools. it is messing everything up! and it sucks because i don't know what they are going to be doing for drum majors cause now we have 4 drum majors. 2 from each school. also it messes with a lot of schedules because band was always 5th period and we always had 3rd lunch. now it's 1st period and we could have any lunchwave. i swear adults don't care about how the kids that are affected by it feel. they only care about the money in their pocket. at least the adults that make the decisio
ok just wanted to let you guys no i'm not going to be on for the next 4 days
that is because i am going on a band trip (i no i'm a band nerd) to Williamsburg, Virginia (haha nice weather away from the crap of CT!!)
just wanted to let you no so you don't get mad when i don't respond =^.^=
xoxo
later bitches
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